One year old!

NY?

She is crawling around since we moved home like crazy! She wouldn't in our old home as there wasn't much room and I mostly sat with her in the bedroom.

She likes to stand holding onto me. Cannot walk yet but will when she finds that she can. Still loves chuggington and eats lots of bananas.

She is funny and moans -_- like me lol. And has two teeth and another four that are nearly here!

My little curly sue is growing up so fast everyday I want to cry literally.

She just turned one year old!

I didn't get to celebrate or anything as the house is packed like a post office and I have no clue as to where or the resources to put anything. Also as I am following my faith to the best I can and I am still researching about Birthdays etc.

I feel really bad that I didn't have her party. I even bought some of the stuff for it. But I guess I can make it better and more enjoyable by doing it maybe in June around my birthday.

The summer would be better as I might of got some sofas by then and maybe even clear the garden. So we can have her tea party. And make it spacious pink and pretty.

I have ideas literally bursting out of my brain. I can't wait. I really hope I do it. Even though it will be half a year after her age turn but she might be walking by then or maybe she might be able to understand and enjoy her party more.

I got her a cute pink dress with a cupcake on and a tutu and some sweet pink rose tulle shoes to match. 

Of course you have to have shoes to match!

A bib with a tulle cupcake and and on saying she is one and a pretty headband.

I wanted to get a photo shoot done for her but haven't found somebody who can do what I want done. But hopefully Inshallah by the time I have her late party she might be able to squeeze into the dress and get one done. Again I have so much ideas. And I'm quite good at this kind of thing I must say.

So hopefully everything goes to plan and I have this lovely party if people show up!

And I haven't even given her her presents I bought her last year they are still packed away! I ain't even bought her a card I feel so BAD.

The main present I want to get for her is something that I'm gonna buy every year until she is maybe 18 Inshallah. Or whenever around then. So she can collect as she grows up and it will be personal and also hopefully a bond we will have. Something special between mother and daughter.

I hope I do have her party as I'm so busy doing silly things or looking after her and cleaning or cooking or whatever that I forget. And then I just don't do it or give up as usual. Im really gonna try with this.

I'm going to have to get lots of pink ideas string them from my ceiling and glitter it up!

Not sure if I want a princess party for her or another theme (that is a secret sorry) or a tea party.

Still I guess the guilt could give me time to plan and organise properly. Invite people? Get a cake, the present I wanted for her and sort out half of the house at least.

Now who wants an invite?

Image taken from:

http://www.zazzle.co.uk/vintage_royal_bridal_shower_tea_party_invitation-161557144147764675 and Google search for pink teaparty and pink presents.